getting skinny and calmer

i wanted to do something that pushed me out of my comfort zone, so about 2 weeks ago i signed up to do the 30 bikram challenge. bikram yoga is the one where you do it in a room heated up to 105 degrees.
i imagine with the heat it's exactly like doing yoga in india. but without getting dysentery.

am i the only one...

that feels discontent at other peoples success? a lot of discontent. i'm pretty sure more than most people.
even when it's people i don't really know, acquaintances i would only nod to on the street, young famous people, young famous people who win critical acclaim and appear on awards shows.